Monday, 17 June 2019

32 Weeks


It takes 32 weeks of your life to buy a car.
3 days, 4 hours.
Get a job, get a car.

It takes 1 week of your life to buy a mattress.
3 days, 4 hours.
Get a job, get a car, get a bed.

It takes 2 hours of your life to buy whiskey.
45 minutes.
Get a job, get a car, get a bed, get drunk.

It takes 6 minutes of your life to buy a loaf.
Get a job, get a car, get a bed, get drunk and eat cake.

The weekly £50,000 Premium Bond announced on Saturday
Was won by number 588755478.
The winner lives in Hull,

(The Mekons, 1977)




Clearly, I’ve no idea how much longer I have left on this planet. Whatever my allotted time may be, I know for certain I will never regret the decision I made to take voluntary redundancy from Further Education. The escape tunnel I dug in December 2017 and emerged from on Easter Sunday 2018, has literally kept me alive, as I’d undoubtedly have exploded or imploded if I’d been forced to keep frantically pawing the fraudulent hamster wheel of College politics, like a lobotomised, verminous Sisyphus. Of course, alongside the joyous sense of celebration I always feel when I remember I’ll never teach another lesson or give a lecture, I do recognise that some of the times I had post education were a wee bit tough.

For instance, those emotionally febrile weeks when I was literally destitute last October, trapped in the iniquitous Universal Credit labyrinth and reliant on handouts from Newcastle East End Foodbank. My descent into Benefit Hades was magically arrested by the simple stroke of fortune provided by starting paid employment in the middle of that month. Obviously, the very act of setting the alarm and putting your bait up after a significant period of quiet isolation and semi-creative idleness is an enormous jolt to the system and it took me a while to get used to the noise and stress occasioned by being in close proximity to a large number of other human beings, where exposure to the toad work is the only common factor or reason for interaction.

While obviously recognising that the main purpose of work under capitalism, whether it be backbreaking physical labour or mindlessly repetitive administration, is to engage in a process that ultimately exists to make bosses richer and workers ever more alienated, the degree of ordinary human interaction inherent in the workplace can’t help but take any unwilling cog in the machine of private enterprise, rapidly through all 5 stages of culture shock: confusion, despair, elation, boredom and acceptance. I’d say I’ve been comfortably on cruise control in stage 5 since the turn of the year, with no real desire to shift lanes, go through the gears or change horses midstream. You see, scarcely credibly, I have now completed 32 weeks of continuous labour, without any recourse to my cherished, pressure release valve of the sick day. 


This is a significant point; while the difference between the compassionate incompetence of the public sector and the flinty avarice of private enterprise is perfectly illustrated by the punitive use of miserly statutory sick pay (SSP) in the latter, meaning any absence leaves the ordinary worker seriously out of pocket, the fact I’ve not had a day off, despite wanting to quit the place after each of my first 9 days in post, shows there is some merit to be found in the social aspect of work. That said, it is nothing short of a scandal to see colleagues wracked by debilitating illnesses and conditions, dragging themselves through the door each morning, simply because a day’s rest and recuperation would have severe implications regarding the quality and amount of food on their table or stability of the roof over their head. Incidentally, please do not mistake my nose’s regular proximity to the grindstone for loyalty, subservience, or gratitude that my pay has risen from £8.30 per hour when I started to £9.50 now I’ve passed my probation, 3 weeks after I should have done because HR forgot about it. The reader is invited to answer for themselves the question as to whether I have been paid in arrears for this period. Still, what’s £135 in the wider context of the class struggle?

Currently, there are 13 of us in our particular section, including a team leader so laidback he’s almost horizontal and a low-rent Hedda Gabler, responsible for “managing quality,” which means she fills her week by sending snide, judgemental general emails, full of invective and personal digs, then sobbing unconvincingly into her cardigan sleeve because nobody with an ounce of self-respect likes her, other than the obsequious fellow-travellers who crave preferment.  

Of my 11 co-workers, I have significant problems with two of them; a loathsome grass who looks like Alan Barnes and a four-eyed, gormless Born-Again Christian bore and probable Operation Yewtree suspect who never shuts his mouth for more than 10 seconds and spouts an unending stream of shite from the minute he walks through the door. The rest are good company. There used to be 16 of us in total, but 3 have left in the last few months; one because he was hopeless, one because he’s got a job selling guitars, which is his real passion in life and one because he couldn’t stand the quality analyst’s relentless efforts to undermine him. Obviously, the net effect of 3 less people employed to do the same volume of work is that the remaining staff have to do more.  In the unforgiving private sector, we are not privy to the employment matrices that triangulate amount of work with number of employees and the skill set available.

Without any thanks for our labours, now that the sole sign of gratitude, our weekly free piece of fruit from a trolley pushed by the head of HR, has been discontinued, management have gone for the jugular in terms of demanding twice as many bricks with no straw. Peremptorily, we were informed we were required to work at a quicker rate than previously, with our assumed compliance regulated by the introduction of a series of ludicrously unattainable time scales for particular tasks. At the same time, the unforgiving and judgemental culture of the office means that all the inevitable mistakes, caused by the imposition of this speed-dating approach to electronic communication, are seized upon and the perpetrator held up for public ridicule. When the person pouring scorn is in a managerial position, it is to be expected, as the willing camp guards of the bourgeois elite have sacrificed their principles for a heady cocktail of money and power. However, when the running dog lackeys of capitalist oppression are fellow workers, honoured to embrace the role of the quisling Judas sheep, not for material gain, but simply to be seen as useful idiots, the sense of contempt rises even more bitterly in the gorge.


The bosses seek to maximise profit by ruthlessly imposing further and more exacting constraints on workers, which they are able to do with impunity as, surprise surprise, this place is non-unionised. This is not to say there is not a significant level of class consciousness and a desire to fight for workers’ rights evident; about 10 of us across the whole business of approximately 60 employees, are members of CWU, as well as a couple of long term Unite members. Let’s not overstate things though; there is a moribund seam of apolitical anomie that remains irritatingly and smugly indifferent to all imprecations of solidarity. I actually find that approach considerably more irritating than the brown-nosing Vichy style collaborators, who spend all their working and probably waking hours acting as narks and grasses for the management, in the hope of some kind of tangible or even intangible advancement in the politics of the office. As regards the erosion of our conditions of service, the latter scion doesn’t complain as they love their bosses, the former section seeks to foment dissent and action, while the middle grouping gripe and impotently moan, though have no desire to stand up for themselves. Well, let’s hope future conditions determine their consciousness, because we’re a long way from achieving a total of 50% plus 1 union membership, which would lead to full recognition.

The greatest indignity visited upon us has seen the cancellation of all paid overtime.  Previously, simply to make a few extra quid, people turned up about half an hour early for their shift, didn’t take one of their (unpaid) breaks, or hung about at the end of the day to sort everything out before going home. In total, we were probably doing about 2 or 3 hours a week on top of the required 37.5 at the absolute maximum each. Now, all overtime is unpaid and our clocking in and out stamps are ignored, providing we’re in credit, with the standard 7 hours and 30-minute day being seen as the only possible shift pattern. There is still the expectation you finish all work before leaving, which can be really galling if you’re supposed to clock out at 22.30 and have a train or bus to catch. If you do any extra, time you can come in late the next day but not leave early, which just stinks.

And yet, despite the whispered threat of redundancies if we can’t cut the mustard, I’m glad I’m here. The work is generally quite interesting and there’s some decent conservation around, especially when Silent Bob the Boring Baptist isn’t there. Thankfully, there are no Newcastle United fans to get on my nerves by droning on about Ashley, but plenty of people who know music and films. Looking at it selfishly, there are worse things I could do with my time for £300 a week take home. Yet again, Larkin called it right -:

Give me your arm, old toad;
Help me down Cemetery Road.



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